Awake. I’ve awakened from my depressed slumber, like a sloth I slowly, painfully, crawled up, up and out. …

Tell Me. Tell me what it’s like to never look back. Tell me what it’s like to have never been haunted by demons. Tell me what it’s like to know all you need to know. Tell me how you forget. Tell me how you forgive. Tell me what it’s like…

In the depths. The canvas doesn’t matter. The paints no longer matter. What I’m doing, does it matter? Am I fueled by ego? As it whispers it’s intent, it’s own will upon me, I am told there is a worth to some of this life that I inherited, ego’s poison…

Productivity. What does it mean to be productive? Is half a days work substantial? How many hours are acceptable that are allotted to just the work? How many should I be putting away each week? What about the cleaning? The toilets starting to build up. What about reading with the…

If at first you don’t succeed.. In the midst of burn out, every task feels daunting, until its attempted. Attempting a task when your body is paralyzed from low key depression, is at least an attempt at something. The bar has raised an inch, enough to shuffle some energy to…

Burn out. What do I need to do? I’m juggling business with being an artist, and thats like mixing oil and water. I feel like I’m managing them both poorly, my creative tank running out of juice, my business brain hammering against the table. The headaches follow, miles of pain…

Dreams. I want to write one of the greatest stories in our world. Becoming an artist, I set up boundaries for myself; stick to painting, don’t stray from the canvas, keep up with just portraiture. To me at some point I found myself tangled up in a web of lies…

A new realm. Stepping into a new world, a new realm, gave me just a fraction of a taste of what new worlds could possess. Sheltered whilst hearing the doors rythm; open, close, endless days stretching for 8, 9 hours, the sun never sets here. People travel great distances, to…

Another chance. I got given the oppurtunity to show in a gallery this week, from March until the end of May. I wanted to be excited, any gallery work at this point is important, seeing as my social media plan isn’t going, well, as planned. …